Mood reflections at midnight to Explosions in the Sky

It leaves me breathless sometimes. Terrified. Confused. Joyous. On the brink of exhaustion.

And I really can't help but wonder about it. What's happened to bring me to this point.

Friendships forged and broken, loves realized and lost.

Bad decisions. Regrets.

It pains me sometimes. But I can't find it in myself to cry.

Maybe because all the tears have gone.

And it hurts how much I miss them, whoever they happen to be. Mere moments or forever, it all echoes the same--empty.