*sigh* Close to the best weekend friggen ever.

Yeah, I know that the weekend isn't over yet. And I know that I start school again after Sunday. But... screw it all. Friday counts as part of the weekend, right?

I missed my last blog post because I came home from the concert after midnight, so, sorry about that. So, I'll talk about that first and give Maya a chance to ask how today went. ^^

How can I even describe the awesomeness of a concert? I miss that vibe, even though I almost did get sucked into a mosh pit like twice, and some girl punched me in the arm, and I heard a ringing in my ear for the rest of the night and for most of today (haha, it's back now...). You can check out pictures here. They're backwards of the order I took them, because Photobucket just works that way.

Mmmm. So. Today.

Well, I started out hanging out with Diane and Amy, that was fun. We were at Amy's house, then went out to get lunch and went to Home Depot because Diane needed to get a key copied for her dad. After that, we went back to Amy's house and watched more stuff on youtube (god, I love that site), and then it was time for us to leave again, to go over to Gumby's house. Now, guess who lives next door to Gumby? Well, knowing me to be cursed, I'm sure you can make an intelligent guess, but I'll tell you anyway: Nick. So, he was there, of course. And, as you can imagine, I was freaking out beforehand, especially on the ride there. It was really weird to be experiencing that butterflies-that-almost-make-you-sick-to-your-stomach feeling when we weren't heading towards the school, but actually in the direction of my own house... Heh.

When we got there, it was definitely awkward for me, of course. He said hi, and I said hi back, then kind of brushed past him... I think I was trying to avoid him for a while there, trying to just let my mind catch up to where I was. After that finally happened (which was over dinner) we sat down to play a card game called Munchkin (based off the premise of Dungeons and Dragons) for a few hours, since that was the point of the party. During that time (the whole of which I was sitting next to him, might I add) I finally managed to relax and just have fun, and that was really nice. Of course I was still aware of him and still rather self-conscious, but it was definitely better than how we started out.

After that, we took a break and watched some random crap on youtube (again, I love that site), and after that we played Mafia for the sake of old times, and that went on until we had to leave at around 11, and most of it was in the dark to semi-dark, heheheh.

And then! When we were all outside, I said goodbye to Gumby and hugged him... and turned to Nick and did the same. Finally. Yes, that's right folks, I finally got my frakking hug.

...And I'm kind of wishing I didn't.

You know that thing about wanting something, and then once you finally get it, it grows old really fast? Well, I don't know if the last part applies, but I think you get the idea. I hugged him, and... well, I definitely liked it. And would like to be able to do so again. And again. And... well, I think it goes without saying.

Dammit. Why does he have to be so friggen huggable? Dammit. Dammit.

Well, I'll see him again soon, for yet another orch concert. I didn't really have an actual conversation with him, now that I think about it. I didn't ask him how his senior project was going, or what schools he got accepted to. Basically, all the things I want to know right now. And every day that passes is another day closer to June and to perhaps the last time I may ever see him. I don't know if I'll ever be able to tell him...

Dammit. I want another hug.