Meditations
So, it's been a while since I've done this, huh?
I've started college/uni (if you can even call it that). I have more free time than I know what to do with. I sleep more than I ever did in high school. It's rather unsettling.
Anyway, all is well, I suppose. Many of my friends have departed and gone off to college, with the exception of those (un)fortunate enough to be attending Universities of California, and I believe their term doesn't start until the end of this month.
The problem I'm having now is not really adjusting to my own set of circumstances, but to everyone else's. Living at home has kept everything rather stable for me; a regimen, if you will. Sure, I don't appreciate it, but for the moment I've got something to grasp on to. I feel a little jealous of those moving away, or even staying local but moving out; I'm not quite sure if it's all that logical to be jealous of extra responsibility and the unknown, but there you have it.
I feel sort of in limbo; not quite out of high school, not quite in college. The reason I say this is because, though I am actually physically attending college, it doesn't really feel all that different to me. The surroundings are pretty much the same; it's not a new experience at all, really.
I can't wait to move out.
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